alt:
"Loved the video. Your rant about forgiveness though very much self reports that you don't actually recognize the harm you do to others enough. I cant shake the feeling that you are just someone that doesn't apologize or ask for forgiveness when they've wronged people. You seem very used to people asking you for forgiveness, so much so that you have become repulsed by genuine human interaction. To me this suggests a person that has a pattern of powerlessness in their life through trauma and etc., and to compensate and gain power, I feel like you attribute other people harming you very frequently, because you feel very comfortable with the power you get from them trying to apologize. People didn't mean or want to hurt you at all, and realistically they probably often don't, but you basically force them to feel terrible and then beg your forgiveness so you can enjoy the power of watching them squirm beneath you and the joy of withholding their forgiveness to preserve your higher status."